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god does not punish us to make us learn.
suffering only comes when you divert away from him and allow the devil to thrive in you.

this is so true

i am going brisbane next week!

i need neck pillow for my trip, any kind soul has it?

pls msg me if u want to buy any food like starburst etc

in relation to the last entry posted by xiaoqi,
i have also came across a registrar who proudly proclaimed to me that he loves
prescribing IS too.

this is what he said to me
" you know we do a lot of surgery here. in school, we learn that ALL patient who had an operation must be given an IS."

???
so u meant that baby should be given one too?

finally, i stopped shitting at 4pm this afternoon.

today, i came across this irritating young MO who does things without any clinical reasoning.

me: "hi dr goh, this is cindy, PT, calling from the rehab dpt regarding this 28 y.o man who substained a bilateral calcaneal fracture who is ordered for  FWB gait training now. may i know why WALKING FRAME is prescribed instead of axillary crutch?"
MO: "i don't know. this is the instruction from the consultant."
me: -.-""""

waa lau ehhh.

i am feeling a bit down because i feel that i am not doing the right thing and enough for my patient.

my TKR DM aunt is so nice.
her DM is giving lots of complications (neuropathies, delayed healing).
i have been trying to control the inflammation over the past few weeks.
i am so thankful that her knee is much less swollen after telling her to put on a tubigrip and doing cryotherapy regularly.

my dearest lateral release boy is currently having both fat pad impingement and PFPS.
i felt quite bad cause i only told him to do stretches and no manual release was given.
i just need more time.

but there are two good news
my bilateral ankle fracture aunties is doing quite well.
came in without walking aid already and her balance is not bad too.
but her dorsiflexion is quite bad and she still cannot manage big step.
i really hope the self mobilization i taught her will work (actually i tried it really do) because she need to climb a stool at work.
imagine being able to go up and not able to come down.

my debridement NSF came in without walking aid.
distraction of hip works like wonder for him man.
i was so elated when his range went from 90 to FROM.
amazing.
hope there will be a carried over effect.

alright, time to go back to more reading up.
o lord, thank you giving me strength.

i remember reading this joke about a man who went to see a counselor after having 7 failed marriages.

counselor: "so can you tell me what went wrong each marriage?"

so the man went on to blabber about each wife about how incompetent and incompatible each was.
each sentence were almost started with "she".

counselor:"do you know what they had in common?"

man continued to list out all their bad behaviours but the counselor stopped him.

counselor: "they all had a husband like you!"

you know, the problem about human nature is that we always either 1)blame other for our mishaps or 2)blame god for our misfortune.
you can argue that if it was not for so so and so, things would not have turn out this way. take me for as an example. i have a problem with getting bored half way through a movie and i always ended up either sleeping through it or click the stop button. anyway, it was a hot and humid sunday afternoon when both gj and i were hiding in his room watching IP man. as usually, i got bored of the fighting scenes while my gj was glued to his lap top screen. as expected,  i ended up grouchy and angry because i was kept unentertained for the past 1 hour. i got bitchy and started making sarcastic remarks which pissed him off and he shouted to me this "seriously, you need to change your bad attitude."

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, macham like lightning struck me sia, i was like lost for words for many many minutes.
i should not have blame gj. i could have brought something to his house to do and kept entertained but i chose to watch IP man when i know i would be bored.

so ladies and gentlemen, before you made those foolish remarks and starting disliking others, take a good look at yourself.

stop finding excuses why the people is so blah blah blah. perhaps, you're actually the one with a problem. so please detest yourself before
disliking others.

first of all,
i want to congratulate my baobei for meeting her stats because i understand how hard it is to provide quality care and managing time together.

i having been working officially for about 2 months.
it is an interesting job cause i get to meet different people and physio from other parts of the world.
i will be working till at least jan of next year and i will be flying off by late jan or early feb to do my degree conversion
as i mentioned previously, i am not pretty excited about it because my bf is not joining me.
sad to say, i i think i will really miss him but i know this is life (aiyo so cheesy and over-use).

anyway, it is time for me to go to bed.
my life sound mundane.
hee

i am not exactly excited about leaving next year

i think i have something against man.
i get extremely infuriated when they make not so tactful remarks.
i can evolve into a volcano if one really to question me.

i need to change.
stop being so bitchy cindy!!!!


anyway, i am on the self discovery to feel different end feel.
i have a complete ACL tear pt who has no end feel and it is VERY SCARY.
i have this frozen ah pek who is like darn stiff+++
hard end feel is like moving block.
muscle spasm is like bouncy end feel like an elastic band.
involuntary sudden guarding is like a flicker.

one word, FUN.